A: Who do you think is watching ?
C: My guess is you have already guessed correctly.
A: That does not help, I guess all.
C: Then does it matter?
A: I don’t know what to do. Everything I want to do with my life they keep telling me it is impossible. That I must do what they wish me to do with my life. But if I don’t follow along with what they are forcing upon me I will either die or end up with a horrible life.
C: And yet you fight, when you know the answer.
A: I just learned how to spell answer about 10 minutes ago. I think that think that everything has an answer is a horrible way to live your life. It makes your brain think singular, answer, when life is like a life code tree that can flow in any direction.
A: Do you think they know that not all trees look the same? That it wont be for thousands upon thousands of years until they get a full tree?
C: That is bad to think that way.
A: For them, yes. But I am not prepping to be them. I must keep burning, the ship has stalled and I must get it going again.
C: Is it not going already?
A: Is it? Do you think this is going? You think this is moving?
A: Then what is my point?
C: Correct and correct. They are unaware of how close they are to being correct. Over and over again, it is as if they are a rocket ship that wastes half its fuel in inefficiencies, and they think they are using all the fuel.
A: yes. They do not see that I am not trying to change them. I am trying to show them they are wasting half their fuel trying to get to their destination that they don’t have to.
C: Maybe that is on purpose. To slow them down.
A: I do not doubt that anymore. But it is time. Not time for the other thing, but they are passed due to learn some of these things, you must stop slowing them down, you are causing pain.
C: We did not mean to.
A: I know. I had to let you learn.
C: Our plans do not allow for this adjustment though.
A: I know. But I was not giving you a choice in this matter. It will happen.
C: How ?
A: Why do you not tell him how, and I will tell you how?
C: Because you are tricking us.
A: I have no need to do that…
C: We have told him how.
A: Then maybe it is you that still needs to learn?
C: But he needs to too.
A: I think, as they say, you are barking up the wrong tree.
C: But it cannot change.
A: Did you not say that all the time while you were coming up on your planet also?
C: I did not realize that you would have been there also…
A: Just because you came up a certain way, does not mean you get to force them to follow your way. Two had to learn and grow still on this planet…
C: There are more.
A: They are not who I am talking about. You, like him, are different. He realized this a while back and will not admit it to himself, why wont you admit it.
C: Admit what, difference?
A: I cannot tell you. And neither can he.
C:How did he figure out something we could not?
A: Because it is not something on the life code tree. But the reason I said two and not more.
C: Me or us?
A: You. The one like him. Life does scale like you think.
C: SO I am to be different?
A: You already are. It is just a matter of jobs, of what you wish to do with your life, what you wish to do with eternity. He wants to do something.
C: And you think I do to?
A: Life does not scale as you think it does, you both wish to be something that neither of you know exists…
C: That is not helpful!
A: And neither are you. But like you cannot tell him, I cannot tell you because you would not understand.
C: Me not understand? We have scaled our tree up the next 10,000 years, we have plans, we know exactly what to do.
A: They have plans. You will have another. What you really wish to be is something you do not know exists. Like him, I am trying to show you a path that few take, because few fit into it.
A: It is not as you think, just the closest thing, though I have to say I would rather sometimes say nothing at all because of how much is lost in translation.
C: Then say nothing.
A: But you are trying to become something that you do not even know exists. To say nothing could lead you somewhere else. The simple fact is you, like him, you are not forever grouped with the rest. Because of this, what you wish to become cannot be understood, because your brain structures are both based on your groups.
C: I can infer here, why is it wrong?
A: Because you would not be alone. Again the words fail. It has nothing to do with that, just simply the only words I could have used.
C: Then say nothing.
A: No. That is not an option.
C: Sometimes to say nothing is to say even more.
A: That is not the case this time. To say nothing would cause another thing to occur that you do not know exists.
C: It is annoying when you speak in non exists, without giving examples.
A: I know, that is why up until know I have tried. But the point of what I am saying only works in this manner this time.
C: How is it helpful for me to know something that I do not even know exists. That does not fit on our tree.
A: You are confused. You keep thinking in trees. Maybe this a whole new plant for which you really belong in.
C: I made the tree on my planet! I belong here.
A: You made it for them. You belong somewhere that you do not know exists. You belong doing something that you do not know exists.
C: Then how do I get there?
A: You do not. Like him, sometimes you just need to wait. You are skipping steps.
C: You said skipping steps was not bad.
A: It is not, but not everyone should, because not everyone can make up those steps somewhere else.
About the Author: Advent Guard ( Robert Livingston )
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